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Name: christopher Location: Hawaii, United States
Interests: missing jasmine, skating at night
Expertise: heart broken,skating
Occupation: Student Industry: Other
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Member Since:
3/9/2003
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| well lets see....what i didt today...hmmm thats a good question i am not suppose to be writing bull shit about jasmien too i will say what happened today...i went to mirco tec to hang out b.c i have nothing better to do then jasmine called me up b.c she wanted to see me soo when she was ready she called me to meet up with her so i did then me and her went to alaz and she bought chinese food and then we went to brians and i played some pool i made $3 today then after i went to her house where she was sleeping until her sister came home then i went home..then when i came home i seen the funniest thing in the world i looked at my xanga and seen yohans reply to me about leave jasmien alone and all this she that she didnt wanna see me and shit but i think its funny b.c she called me today and she seen me today...hahaha and guess what i told jasmien i will go away but some reason he is hearing soething else but she told me no.. soo i dunnowell gatta get ready 4 my dinner and everything...peace out | | |
| well lets see about my day...today i guess my day started really bad..my grand ma wouldnt leave me alone i was sleepin and everything and she was hittin me to get up soo i woke up and left the house..i was walkin around and i wanted to go jasmine's house but her dad and stuff....soo i went to my friend kelli's house she was mad at me b.c i woke her up but ya we were sittin out side her house and i was tellin her about how much i miss jasmine and everything but then i left soo i asked her to call jasmine and i was talkin to her and then i called her from my phone then i left kelli's house..and i went to kahala mall...and waited thre until jasmine had her dentest..when i meet up with her i was happy then she didnt wanna hold my hand and stuff..i missed her soo much and suff then she went to her dentest and then she left me.....and she went to me up with her boifriend.... and thats the last i seen her today.. and ya....she didnt seem like she cared about me or anything..well after i went to one of my friends dad's work place to see if i can work there 4 litto while and then i went to mirco tec and i was there 4 most of the day until i needed $$ soo i asked aramis to come with me to waikiki soo i can get $$ soo we did and after we webt to fun factory..then after he went home..while i was walkin around....then after we meet up at mirco tec again...and then i went to brians..then after back to micro tec....( dam its liek i live there)but ya then i went to taco bell to eat then i came home thats my day evey one...
my b.d is in 10 min!!!!!!!!!!yay!!! but i wish i was with jasmine 4 the 1st birth day we could celebrate together....well peace out | | |
| today was soo good i am soo happy happy happy i got to see jasmine!!!!!! she said she loves me and every thing and stuffie she made me feel alive again!!!yay!!!!!i am soo in love with her!!!!but....she is still with him...but we made out and everythig we held hands and hold eachother in eachothers arms!!>.<
any way...i was at micro tec this whole day mostly i played soo much preston tales today it was soo much fun and while i was waiting 4 jasmine!!!i gained 3 levels today yay!!!!!i am level 10 now!!! muahahaha i am powerful now..na i am weak...just wanted to make myself feel better..hahahha
jasmine wil be waiting 4 u babe...i love u soo very much..i want u bak baby.....every thing i told u today i meant it....i love u with all my heart! <3
i wish i had more $$ to play more games a mirco tec....:(
edit:: i guess jasmine really liked him and she didnt wanna tell me and everything... and i was just a person around...
she is avoiding me now..bae whats goin onn...i am worried about u and everything....your jus pushing me away..whats goin onn.. | | |
| hey people.. well today i went to jasmiens dancew class b.c she wanted me to and ya... i was soo happy and everything then she got picked up from her mom and stuff.. and she came home but she didnt call my b.c i think her b.f was over..she lied to me she said she wotn see him today and evrything and stuff..when i was at her dance class she kept reminding me thats she goin out with him liek your hands r soo small dna your small and stuff...i duno...right now i am at micro tec b.c i was suppose to go to her other dance class but i guess she has him to go there...she told me she loved me and i belived her agian...when i guess he ws over she acted liek she didnt give a shit about me when she was all i miss u and every thing at her dance class...i am sad now well i guess i will put more late..jasmie i miss u soo soo soo soo soo soo soo soo... much...:'(
add onn: this is to the person i love... ... i miss u soo my first and only love there was a time when nothing could stop us the time when we were into each other and now the days/months/and years go by and my love 4 u is still there i cant live with out u or just have u as a friend your the only one that brings a smile to my face your the one i wanna be with your the most pefect person 4 me the many days have gone by with out my baby many night i havent seen her.. all i know is that i miss her soo and i dont care what happens to me any more i love u jasmine soong with all my heart... some times i act liek i dont care but i do.. i cant have a day not talkin and seen in you in my arms.. the many months and many days we spent together was worth spending it with u.. and now u wanna go away and many opsticals are gettin in our way... all i know i will drop everything 4 u.. i stop skating.. i stop talkin to people.. i even stop playin pool.. and i stop callin people ecept u.. jasmine my love i miss u soo... cant u see my heart has been broken and it cant be mended with out u.. your the only one who can make me laugh your the only one i wanna see.. jasmine plz come bak to me i cant stand beein like this.. babe i am sorrie 4 everything i did.. and i regret many things.. i wish i made u feel more special i wish i could of gave u the world but i cant i can only do soo much.. i cant lift my head up high any more i cant get out of this deep depreshion.... i know i havent been a good b.f and i am sorrie your my life..my everything only if i could change things..
he was at her house the whole day and eveything..they started kissin last night.....and she kissed me today....:'(
i never like this but jasmine i want to spend the rest of my life with u in my arms..as my wife....:'(
i am not goin to go out with any one any more......i am only jasmine's..but 4 her the feeling is not the same.....:'(
jasmine do care about u...people dont know that hey say i am happly goin onn with my life thats not true your onn my mind..all the time i cant stand beein with out u...
i love jasmine soong | | |
| hey everybody...well i dunno what to do any more..last night jasmine said she missed me and she loved me and she wented to be with me...in the morning she called me tellin me she will call me onn break and after sku soo i waited....around 12:30 ish my friend seen jasmine with her b.f and he talked to her and she said she was happy with him even when she told me she didnt have feeling with him and stuff...and then i went to my room and stayed there in a corner 4 liek an hour then i went brians...then i seen later jasmine witrh her b.f and everybody was liek "wtf" and i was hurt...she didnt seem like she cared...then they left and ya..jasmine i am soo in love with u cant cant just pretend u wernt in my life...and miss u soo much...today just pushed my feeling ...i would do any thing to get her bak but our friends say she doesnt wanna....:'(......then i went to mirco..and i been here ever since with jasmien onn my mind....i dunno what to do any more...jasmine i am soo deeply in love with i cant get out of it...i guess she is just goin to avoid me now well peace out.....6 days with out jasmine...:'(
edit:: well later onn jasmien and them came to mirco but i dunno 4 what reason...and i felt hurt so i left and went home jasmine i really do love u but i dunno what to think or do now....i miss all those day when nothing could get between us and when we got out of thee clubs and we were both all sweaty.. and then u come my house and shower....i miss waking up and hearing your voice and seein your face...i miss u coming over and i goin over to see u even when i was doin something....i miss u in my arms i miss u..i miss u...i miss u....i miss your kiss's....i miss goin to see u after sku...i miss leaving my friends to go see u...i love they way u wold my hand..i love the way u look at me ..i love the way u kiss me.....but nothing is goin to change it now.....well sorrie people i must be boring u...well byebye.. | | |
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